This entry is part 3 of 3 in the series National Infertility Awareness WeekGravida 3, para 1. Three pregnancies and one child, my son with bright blue eyes. The current stats swell in the mind’s eye. 3 positive tests, but only one baby. Like runner impatient at the starting line, Muscles tense, …
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This entry is part 2 of 3 in the series National Infertility Awareness WeekOn August 22, 2009, I wrote: Chris and I are hyper-aware of big, swollen bellies these days. At our best, it makes us feel hopeful, and excited about how it will be one day when it’s our turn. …
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This entry is part 1 of 3 in the series National Infertility Awareness WeekFive years ago, I was carrying a secret. About to burst at the seams with the excitement that was growing within me. Terrified to let myself actually believe it was real. After countless tears, an absurd amount …
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